Tuesday, November 10, 2009

hey..i'm bac..
spm is around the conner..
busy lately..and yeah..
couldn't people just wake up?
look at yourself first before looking at others
think before you say it
is it for an inttention to help others..
or its just a mask..
have you ever wonder what you get others into
before even thinking about it?
maybe you wouldn't see the truth in the first place..
and hell yeah!
please take note that i appreciate all those who had help me and remember them for the rest of my life!!!!!!...
maybe you think i have forgoten
you're wrong!
look!how can i even faced people who ditch me in to trouble
and try to ran off went there's something wrong
must i remind you about it?
must i?
or maybe not..but i just can't keep quiet anymore...
not now..not anymore!
because i used to be...
and i've enough of it all...
ENOUGH!!
sorry for being rough at times
because its your choice...
not mine!!!..
maybe i should stop now..
not in good mood...
tata..

Saturday, November 7, 2009

Wehee..
gonna renew my blog soonnnn!!!!!!!!!!
i noe my blog is a boring one...
but just give me 1month or 2months.!!!!!!
eheeee...
gonna delete all d old post soon..=)

Friday, November 6, 2009

Random post...

Is love that bad?


Does our hearts have to get hurt,


Just because of love?


Or its just one thing leads to another?


but why?


Why does it have to be so complicated?


Is life that complicated?


but when does these have to stop?


will it?


or it will not?


Confusion is all over the place...


totally lost of the direction
Does it feels like losing everything..
and start from the begining again?
Does it matters anymore?
Maybe yes or no?
Who knows...
what will happen?
in the end
of the Story.............

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

wuhuuu...
today only 10 people go school!!
hehe..
not including me..=x
._.
yeah..went to library study..=3
and i'm so tired now...
dizzyyy@_@
hmmm..whats gonna happen tomorrow?...
so bored..
and my life is just so...
huhu
wake up->eat->study->eat->sleep->and over and over again....
stress out..tired..
what a life..
SPM!!!!!!
huu...

Sunday, November 1, 2009

Have you ever wonder.........

hey...wuh..
it's been a tough week and days for me..
sometimes things just past by so fast
that i couldn't even realise that so many things had happen in my life....
and exam is just getting nearrer every second
feeling all the stress and everything
yeah..just hope that everything will be fine..
but still
i'm worried...
2weeks left...
can i do it?
the future is in my hands....
>.<
and tomorrow is Monday..
back to school...
wonder what will happen
really...time just passes so fast....
between i just miss all my friends
who have made me life more happier at times..
anyways i just want to thank my friends and bestfriends
who ever help me went i needed help
appriciate it so much...
and may God always bless you all
and for those whom maybe i've hurt them..
i'm very very sorry and i meant it from my heart...
i hate to have enemies..
between..
i can't do anything if you hate me..
yeah..i'm tired of hating
feeling angry..
sad and dissapointed...
because that won't help...
all i can do is just pray....

Friday, October 30, 2009

i'm Back!!!!!

Hey i'm back!...
sorry for not updating my blog...
gosh!it looks dead..=(
so sorry...
was buzy for last few weeks...
and SPM is coming up in 2weekss timeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(X.x)
so well....
i'm totally dissapointed with the marks....
as i knew before...
i knew this is gonna happen...;-(
yeah..and it does....
my results went down badly for the 2nd trial exam
>_<
problems problems problems!!!!!!!!!
why does it always have to come when its towards the end?
just back off!!
and yea..i'm totally PISSED OFF!!!...
uhu...please la...
don't think my marks went down
cause i make friends with someone!
think first la...not like 'ya ol' don't know about it...
i totally freak out with 'ya ol' attitude
but there's nothing i can do about it..
hiax...lets just say i'm was wrong la..
so blame me lo!
i wasn't good enough
i makes mistakes!
who doesn't!
and please don't talk craps anymore........
i'm tired of it...
TIRED!!...really tired...
>.<
and one more thing
i've changed not because of following friends
but because i wanted to!!!!
please la..
come on..stop blaming my friend for what ever is going on with my attitude!!!!!!!!!!
why can't 'ya ol' just understand?......
._.

Monday, October 19, 2009

When time goes by~


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Have you ever woke up..
and find that everything had past
just like that...
it passes so fast..
until you hadn't any time to think of it........
the 1st thing i know that i was still a little baby girl
and the next thing i realise i was all grown up....
life is just what it is...
its full of suprises...
sometime when you face problems...
there is no one there for you..
but when you reach success...
everyone wants to be there for you....
why?
maybe humans are just typical people....
who love to get whats benefical for themself
and not thingking about others.....
its this call selfishness?
yes its totally true...
sometimes things seems so unfair to us...
but in life there's always alots and lots challenges to face..
and its a never ending one........
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